My Wonderful Opportunity

Nama   : Ni Luh Denmacika Widiary

Kelas   : 4E

Nim     : 1112021098

My Wonderful Opportunity

Lost is a scary word. In any case, the loss is very scary. Not just for me, everyone feels the same. Never intended to experience it. At least avoided experience. Because for a lot of people do not ever want it. But all of that is also definitely will never happen, however conscientious person in do something or keep it. All is not perfect.

Like me, in this life I found that a few times. Not just occasionally, but repeatedly. I felt so regret, I certainly regret the stupid things I have ever done. That has made me regret that incorrect decisions and actions. Until now, I still feel so sorry for that. Do not follow the inclinations and ideals that I have ever dreamed of before. Prefer to meet the wishes of parents. Although I know, it is also not wrong. But I have lost the opportunity to be I dreamed of before.

When the mind is still unstable, stubborn is not easy to control, when I started to lose identity. I do not know what I think when it is hard for me to understand. The mind adrift, not knowing the purpose and do not understand the direction I need to take immediately. Followed many college entrance tests, although only a few are accepted. It does not matter, because the college I want already obtained. Dreaming of a graduate there, a professional architecture. It was well received, and re-creates a task list, but that did not happen according to the dreams. Should follow the other tests, I had never thought of before. Perhaps fate, I ended up here. Sit here for the reason, namely parents.

When the mind is still undecided, followed my parents or obtrudes oneself. I do not know what made me to be here right now, sit between you and stand in front of you all. I throw away the opportunity to become an architecture. I lost my chance to achieve the ideals of a longtime dream. Everything is changing, trying to dream again, to repeat everything. Maybe this is my destiny and my path. May this be the best for me and my family? Keep trying and praying, because they do not want to miss the opportunity again. Opportunity for parents and happy for an opportunity to be successful.